[even though the Salt of Solidarity is gone, there remains pieces of what once were in Silent Salt. that is why... Elder Faerie is hoping that they can rekindle their relationship, become close once again]
At the very least, I shall keep my door open for you. And, if we just so happen to strike up a conversation while you are on guard duty, then so be it.
They both know the cookie he once was has all but been erased, washed away by the crumbs and jam of those who became his enemies. Whatever paragon he had once tried to be — whatever being that had somehow managed to be worth something in the eyes of a great and kind cookie such as Elder Faerie — had crumbled centuries ago. That Elder Faerie attempts to be amicable is one thing, it speaks to his very heart and spirit. But to try and open the door for what they once were...
It fills him with hope, a sensation not at all unlike what White Lily Cookie had managed to draw out of him. And he... he is so undeserving of such things, that having it reflected on him twice over almost makes him want to roar with fury. Surely they both deserved more.
But he does not protest. He does not defy their will, because he knows what the cost will be. He has already disappointed Elder Faerie once. Doing it again would be a travesty. While the fingers of one hand may curl into fists, and while the tea within the other might come close to sloshing, he minds his words.]
If that is what you wish, I will not turn you away. Though I - I do hope you will consider resting. That is the point of my watch, old friend. To ensure you have enough peace of mind to slumber peacefully.
[had he said something wrong? he must have overstepped his boundaries, again. Elder Faerie wipes the satisfied smile off of his face and adopts a neutral expression. for now]
Of course. I thank you for your concern. It shall be nice to know peace, if only for a short while.
[thanks to you, he thinks. he looks into his empty mug sadly. he should eat, and then practice his sign language before bed. ah, yes, he wants to tell Silent Salt about that, but he feels White Lily Cookie should tell him first]
[Silent Salt's mouth opens. There is a not so insignificant part of him that wants to protest. That if he had his way, he would ensure there would be more than just a night of peace. He knows better than to make these claims now. Even if his strength might have been enough — a fact that he unfortunately doubts given all he has learned — it is not his place.
But he keeps these thoughts to himself. Instead, he tips his head in a nod, and allows his gaze to drift elsewhere. Surely, by now, Elder Faerie has tired of his presence. And even if that were not the case, Silent Salt had confronted him almost immediately on his arrival. He has not been able to properly enjoy the feast.]
You should enjoy the festivities. I will not keep you.
[but then he looks directly at Silent Salt, as if to tell him to not leave. he is not permitted to move, yet! after all, there is so much to discuss, and Elder Faerie does not want to lose this]
[With just a single glance, Silent Salt is commanded into stillness. He glances toward the feast, then away once more. There may be plenty of food, but Shadow Milk had already coaxed him into eating a few bites. He would not be greedy and ask for more.]
I am satisfied as I am.
[He has company, and he has tea. It is more than he could have ever asked for.]
[good man. Elder Faerie nods decisively. he will get Silent Salt to eat more than just bread next time.
if there is a next time]
Very well, I shall return.
[he's only moving a few feet away, anyway, to grab food. and speak with Genya. Elder Faerie appears light on his feet, as he once was so long ago. he feels lighter, too, because he's had a very selfish wish granted. sure, the horrors persist, and, sure, this could all disappear tomorrow. but, for now, he feels at peace]
[Honed as his senses are, it will not be lost on Elder Faerie that he is being watched. Though his own gaze flickers away every now and again — watching exits, confirming there are no targets to be concerned about — by and large Silent Salt keeps a close eye on where Elder Faerie goes. It isn't just that he is worried about the Cookie. Rather, he wants to know how well the man has gotten on over all this time.
What glimpses he had of the cookie were fleeting, after all. There is so very much he has missed. And while he will not debase the other cookie with his interest, he can still lament what has been lost.
It is only once Elder Faerie deigns to return that he truly tears his eyes away, forcing himself to focus anywhere but on the approaching cookie. Anything to spare himself - what? Embarrassment? How juvenile.]
[Silent Salt, please. there is nothing to be ashamed about.
Elder Faerie returns to the couch and sits down with his plate. he obtained more tea, too. by this time, people are heading out of the inn, the bustling dying down as friends eat and then embark back to their own homes in the Grove. for a couple hours, there was solidarity]
[He did not expect to lament the loss of so many strangers. As they begin to file out, and as the food begins to be packed up, he finds himself wishing for the feast to continue for as long as possible. Or perhaps for there to be more. Surely such bliss is not that fleeting.
Elder Faerie, however, is easily able to pluck Silent Salt from his thoughts. Though his gaze remains on the departing souls, he is able to focus on his words more than his remorse.]
It is... strange. Defiant, I suppose. [His head turns back to the cookie finally, albeit slightly tilted downward.] There are many needs that must be met. Otherwise, I find myself feeling... faint.
[Shame floods through him for even admitting as much.]
[Elder Faire looks up, alarmed! is he hungry? tired? or maybe...]
Faint, in what sense?
[he wants to assume nothing, even if he thinks he may understand what Silent Salt is implying. there is enough food on Elder Faerie's plate, in case the Beast Cookie needs a bite. look at all those potato wedges.......]
[Just as quick as Elder Faerie reacts, Silent Salt shakes his head.]
It has already passed. And... happened to be a combination of many things. [Thirst, hunger, exhaustion. Managing it all had proven exceedingly difficult.
Though he does look at those potato wedges for a moment too long. Don't worry about it.]
I have better control of it now. This much I can promise.
[ah. well, that's better than what he had guessed. Elder Faerie is eating something else. those potato wedges are just sitting there, going ignored!]
Do not try to fight that feeling for too long. You need rest and food, now, the same as we all do. I shall let you keep watch tonight, since you have already said you will.
[but he is not going to allow Salt to get sick, a promise (a threat)]
[Surely just one wouldn't hurt... Though he'd spared a few bites at Shadow Milk's urging, it was little more than a grazing. And if he were to keep watch all night, surely a morsel would only serve to keep him going. His gauntlets have already been removed and everything, nothing to sully the rest of the food if he reaches out and -
Before he's truly thought about it, a single wedge has been grabbed. He angles his head enough to slip it beneath his mask. It... tastes even better than he might have expected, and already his gaze drifts back toward the plate.
No, no more.]
And you... have managed to adjust to these changes yourself?
[Perhaps another potato or two is swiped. Really, he should use a fork, but that would mean getting up. To say nothing of how difficult it would be to manage to swipe it under his helm. No, this will have to suffice. He can only hope Elder Faerie will forgive his poor manners.]
Tell me more.
[So far, he has not seen what benefits there could be. The dough of it grows cold so easily, never mind the aforementioned needs to be kept up with.
But... maybe he also just wants to hear Elder Faerie talk.]
[Well, the good news is that White Lily has explained how bathing actually works here. The bad news is that Silent Salt is indeed thinking about Elder Faerie visiting the bathhouse. It is good, then, that he has not deigned to remove his helmet. The way his face contorts beneath the force of the thought would probably be concerning. Or humiliating. One or the other.]
The - accommodations here are strange, but not unwelcome. [He's still not used to not getting soggy.] It is a good way to warm up from the cold.
You have found peace, though. That... is good. You, of all cookies, deserve it.
[is peace the correct word? after all, Elder Faerie cannot sleep at night, and he has to navigate through the horrors surrounding his new friends and fellow Cookies. but bathtime is nice]
So it would seem, for now. This body is most durable, but still fragile, all the same. At the very least, I still have my wings. Though, I am not sure they remember how to fly.
[Silent Salt is, predictably, silent as he studies Elder Faerie. Through his helmet, his eyes scan over the other cookie, taking note of his form, his wings, anything that might help. Only after that lengthy gap does he finally deign to speak.]
You may need more practice. Training. There is a chance it is not a lost cause.
[He cannot say for certain, but he has seen his own knights come back from injuries. A limb was often stiff after an injury, after all. It needed to be reconditioned.]
[practice would definitely be good. Elder Faerie didn't have his sword, but that did not mean he could no longer move. he could find a training sword, somewhere, he was sure]
You are correct. Now that I am falling into a routine, I should do more with my time here. All I have been doing is studying.
Knowledge has always been one of your many strong points, my friend.
[There is no condemnation in his voice, just a simple acknowledgement. The balance Elder Faerie has managed to strike between sharpening his mind and his work with a blade only speaks to his discipline. No wonder the Salt of Solidarity had been so fond of him.
But those were thoughts of the past, weren't they?]
But if you do decide to pursue this, and find you want for help, I will gladly join you.
[flattery will get you everywhere, Silent Salt. at least Elder Faerie does not say so, but he does look pleased, puffing up like a proud bird]
Your guidance would be most appreciated. Once I find an acceptable sword, we can get started. Perhaps, tomorrow, we can go for a morning jog, together.
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Date: 2025-11-16 11:21 pm (UTC)[even though the Salt of Solidarity is gone, there remains pieces of what once were in Silent Salt. that is why... Elder Faerie is hoping that they can rekindle their relationship, become close once again]
At the very least, I shall keep my door open for you. And, if we just so happen to strike up a conversation while you are on guard duty, then so be it.
[he beams]
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Date: 2025-11-16 11:31 pm (UTC)They both know the cookie he once was has all but been erased, washed away by the crumbs and jam of those who became his enemies. Whatever paragon he had once tried to be — whatever being that had somehow managed to be worth something in the eyes of a great and kind cookie such as Elder Faerie — had crumbled centuries ago. That Elder Faerie attempts to be amicable is one thing, it speaks to his very heart and spirit. But to try and open the door for what they once were...
It fills him with hope, a sensation not at all unlike what White Lily Cookie had managed to draw out of him. And he... he is so undeserving of such things, that having it reflected on him twice over almost makes him want to roar with fury. Surely they both deserved more.
But he does not protest. He does not defy their will, because he knows what the cost will be. He has already disappointed Elder Faerie once. Doing it again would be a travesty. While the fingers of one hand may curl into fists, and while the tea within the other might come close to sloshing, he minds his words.]
If that is what you wish, I will not turn you away. Though I - I do hope you will consider resting. That is the point of my watch, old friend. To ensure you have enough peace of mind to slumber peacefully.
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Date: 2025-11-16 11:40 pm (UTC)Of course. I thank you for your concern. It shall be nice to know peace, if only for a short while.
[thanks to you, he thinks. he looks into his empty mug sadly. he should eat, and then practice his sign language before bed. ah, yes, he wants to tell Silent Salt about that, but he feels White Lily Cookie should tell him first]
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Date: 2025-11-17 03:46 am (UTC)But he keeps these thoughts to himself. Instead, he tips his head in a nod, and allows his gaze to drift elsewhere. Surely, by now, Elder Faerie has tired of his presence. And even if that were not the case, Silent Salt had confronted him almost immediately on his arrival. He has not been able to properly enjoy the feast.]
You should enjoy the festivities. I will not keep you.
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Date: 2025-11-17 04:14 am (UTC)I shall eat.
[but then he looks directly at Silent Salt, as if to tell him to not leave. he is not permitted to move, yet! after all, there is so much to discuss, and Elder Faerie does not want to lose this]
Would you like anything?
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Date: 2025-11-17 04:22 am (UTC)I am satisfied as I am.
[He has company, and he has tea. It is more than he could have ever asked for.]
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Date: 2025-11-17 04:37 am (UTC)if there is a next time]
Very well, I shall return.
[he's only moving a few feet away, anyway, to grab food. and speak with Genya. Elder Faerie appears light on his feet, as he once was so long ago. he feels lighter, too, because he's had a very selfish wish granted. sure, the horrors persist, and, sure, this could all disappear tomorrow. but, for now, he feels at peace]
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Date: 2025-11-17 05:15 am (UTC)What glimpses he had of the cookie were fleeting, after all. There is so very much he has missed. And while he will not debase the other cookie with his interest, he can still lament what has been lost.
It is only once Elder Faerie deigns to return that he truly tears his eyes away, forcing himself to focus anywhere but on the approaching cookie. Anything to spare himself - what? Embarrassment? How juvenile.]
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Date: 2025-11-17 05:25 am (UTC)Elder Faerie returns to the couch and sits down with his plate. he obtained more tea, too. by this time, people are heading out of the inn, the bustling dying down as friends eat and then embark back to their own homes in the Grove. for a couple hours, there was solidarity]
How do you find your new body?
[Elder Faerie asks him out of curiosity]
Has it been agreeing with you?
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Date: 2025-11-17 05:38 am (UTC)Elder Faerie, however, is easily able to pluck Silent Salt from his thoughts. Though his gaze remains on the departing souls, he is able to focus on his words more than his remorse.]
It is... strange. Defiant, I suppose. [His head turns back to the cookie finally, albeit slightly tilted downward.] There are many needs that must be met. Otherwise, I find myself feeling... faint.
[Shame floods through him for even admitting as much.]
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Date: 2025-11-17 05:50 am (UTC)Faint, in what sense?
[he wants to assume nothing, even if he thinks he may understand what Silent Salt is implying. there is enough food on Elder Faerie's plate, in case the Beast Cookie needs a bite. look at all those potato wedges.......]
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Date: 2025-11-17 06:01 am (UTC)It has already passed. And... happened to be a combination of many things. [Thirst, hunger, exhaustion. Managing it all had proven exceedingly difficult.
Though he does look at those potato wedges for a moment too long. Don't worry about it.]
I have better control of it now. This much I can promise.
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Date: 2025-11-17 06:18 am (UTC)Do not try to fight that feeling for too long. You need rest and food, now, the same as we all do. I shall let you keep watch tonight, since you have already said you will.
[but he is not going to allow Salt to get sick, a promise (a threat)]
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Date: 2025-11-17 06:30 am (UTC)Before he's truly thought about it, a single wedge has been grabbed. He angles his head enough to slip it beneath his mask. It... tastes even better than he might have expected, and already his gaze drifts back toward the plate.
No, no more.]
And you... have managed to adjust to these changes yourself?
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Date: 2025-11-17 05:30 pm (UTC)I have managed. It is a strange body, but there are things that I like about it.
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Date: 2025-11-17 09:02 pm (UTC)Tell me more.
[So far, he has not seen what benefits there could be. The dough of it grows cold so easily, never mind the aforementioned needs to be kept up with.
But... maybe he also just wants to hear Elder Faerie talk.]
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Date: 2025-11-18 12:01 am (UTC)he sits back into the couch, enjoying the atmosphere, letting his friend steal from his plate. it's cozy. and then he says]
I enjoy baths.
[this isn't even him being a sneaky Cookie about what he's saying to Silent Salt. he is genuinely happy to talk about this]
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Date: 2025-11-18 12:23 am (UTC)The - accommodations here are strange, but not unwelcome. [He's still not used to not getting soggy.] It is a good way to warm up from the cold.
You have found peace, though. That... is good. You, of all cookies, deserve it.
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Date: 2025-11-18 12:31 am (UTC)So it would seem, for now. This body is most durable, but still fragile, all the same. At the very least, I still have my wings. Though, I am not sure they remember how to fly.
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Date: 2025-11-18 03:51 am (UTC)[Pot, meet kettle. He has stopped swiping potato wedges for the time being, opting to fold his hands back into his lap now.]
Why do you feel you cannot fly? Is it so different here?
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Date: 2025-11-18 04:15 am (UTC)Mmn, I feel this body is too heavy for them. Or, perhaps, they are still stiff.
[from, you know, being dead]
It is not as though I need them, I do not fly unless I have to.
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Date: 2025-11-18 05:19 am (UTC)You may need more practice. Training. There is a chance it is not a lost cause.
[He cannot say for certain, but he has seen his own knights come back from injuries. A limb was often stiff after an injury, after all. It needed to be reconditioned.]
Only if you wish it, though.
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Date: 2025-11-18 05:29 am (UTC)You are correct. Now that I am falling into a routine, I should do more with my time here. All I have been doing is studying.
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Date: 2025-11-18 05:35 am (UTC)[There is no condemnation in his voice, just a simple acknowledgement. The balance Elder Faerie has managed to strike between sharpening his mind and his work with a blade only speaks to his discipline. No wonder the Salt of Solidarity had been so fond of him.
But those were thoughts of the past, weren't they?]
But if you do decide to pursue this, and find you want for help, I will gladly join you.
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Date: 2025-11-18 05:43 am (UTC)Your guidance would be most appreciated. Once I find an acceptable sword, we can get started. Perhaps, tomorrow, we can go for a morning jog, together.
[he's got to work off this feast]
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