[His gaze falls. She is right, of course, but it is so very difficult to admit. His tongue feels like lead in his mouth. His mind roils at the mere idea of being held in such high regard by someone that he does not deserve.
Finally, he angles his head away from her hand.]
It is too much to ask of me, White Lily Cookie. I apologize.
[Absently, he reaches for his helmet.]
I should leave. There is much I have yet to understand of this place. I cannot be of use to you if I am blind to the world.
( ah, she overstepped. she's always had trouble seeing what's too far or what isn't. it's... hard. that she even hurt her other half this way is terrible to consider. but she doesn't stop him, because... is it her right to do so?
she watches for a moment before sighing softly. )
I'm sorry. I've spoken out of turn. ... Please, be careful out there. And... I can leave the connection going, so we may find each other as needed.
[Try though he might, he can still feel the surge of regret through their connection. It only causes his guilt to multiply. Quick though he is to shake his head, he knows the damage is done.]
You have said what you felt necessary. Your kindness, undeserving though I may be, is appreciated. [A pause.] Please... do keep it open. I should like to know if you are ever in need of assistance.
[Maybe he is selfish, asking such of her. But he does not linger long enough to know if it is the truth or not.]
I will. And- I work at the clinic, and stay at the gingerbread house! You can find me there!
( and then he's gone.
...
marble harumphs and curls up on her since she's on the floor, head in her lap and the firelight flickers. she idly pets the large cat while vernal whines softly before she looks to her staff.
to her soul jam.
it stays attached to the staff through magic and will, so when she gently reaches for it, it comes to her hands easily. the door stays open, as he asked- as she wanted, too. maybe...
she holds the gem close to her chest, like an embrace.
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Date: 2025-11-20 02:16 am (UTC)( she will not stand still in her- in their path so he can rot in guilt. what good will that do anyone, most of all him?
which is to say
fucking bet. )
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Date: 2025-11-20 02:23 am (UTC)Finally, he angles his head away from her hand.]
It is too much to ask of me, White Lily Cookie. I apologize.
[Absently, he reaches for his helmet.]
I should leave. There is much I have yet to understand of this place. I cannot be of use to you if I am blind to the world.
[Any excuse.]
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Date: 2025-11-20 02:27 am (UTC)she watches for a moment before sighing softly. )
I'm sorry. I've spoken out of turn. ... Please, be careful out there. And... I can leave the connection going, so we may find each other as needed.
...
Be safe.
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Date: 2025-11-20 02:30 am (UTC)You have said what you felt necessary. Your kindness, undeserving though I may be, is appreciated. [A pause.] Please... do keep it open. I should like to know if you are ever in need of assistance.
[Maybe he is selfish, asking such of her. But he does not linger long enough to know if it is the truth or not.]
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Date: 2025-11-20 02:34 am (UTC)( and then he's gone.
...
marble harumphs and curls up on her since she's on the floor, head in her lap and the firelight flickers. she idly pets the large cat while vernal whines softly before she looks to her staff.
to her soul jam.
it stays attached to the staff through magic and will, so when she gently reaches for it, it comes to her hands easily. the door stays open, as he asked- as she wanted, too. maybe...
she holds the gem close to her chest, like an embrace.
maybe he will feel it, too. )